So my interview went great. Gut feeling is I got the job. Of course I can't be 100% until they call to make an offer, but I loved our conversation. I feel like this is not only a job I want but one I can do...and do very well.
UGH I hope I get a call. She wanted to move very quick on this like two weeks! I also found out my 401K would be fully vested since I worked there previously.
This might blow up in my face. You know when you want something so bad that you DONT get it?!
LE SIGH!
This is Emmy Morgan's blog about TV, movies, music, and a little bit of her personal life :)
the one about going home (work)
So I have an interview for a customer service position at John Hancock today. Can I just say I LOVED that company. My fave company to work at was MassMutual. John Hancock was basically MassMutual but in Eastern MA. I am not sad I was laid off from that dept (it was the worst job I've ever had).
The job that I will be doing is NO sales all service. I cannot wait to get back into that. I hope it works out. I'm not even nervous which is strange. I don't think it's a LOCK that I have the job, but I definitely feel like there's a strong chance. The chance to "go home" is very humbling.
Also I am looking to get a new car. I am torn to either go brand new or newish!
The job that I will be doing is NO sales all service. I cannot wait to get back into that. I hope it works out. I'm not even nervous which is strange. I don't think it's a LOCK that I have the job, but I definitely feel like there's a strong chance. The chance to "go home" is very humbling.
Also I am looking to get a new car. I am torn to either go brand new or newish!
the one about getting out of your own way
So I have a friend who posts ALL his business on Facebook. I'm talking his sexual exploits, his hatred for people, and my personal fave is a pic of his crack pipe with his dick at the bottom. Ever meet someone and wanna say GET OUT OF YOUR WAY?! He hasn't asked my opinion but I won't give it.
I have another friend who when his roommate was locked out of their apt wouldn't answer the door because he was hooking up! THEN the same friend basically expected the roommate to stay in his room while he entertained his latest fling. What's bad is the fling by all accounts hasn't treated him the best.
But my point is throughout my life I have had moments like this. Once I realized I was legit making guys run from me because I would go on dates expecting it to BE something other than a first date. I've had to get out of my own way. But does anyone else know this phrase? Do they know how?
I have another friend who when his roommate was locked out of their apt wouldn't answer the door because he was hooking up! THEN the same friend basically expected the roommate to stay in his room while he entertained his latest fling. What's bad is the fling by all accounts hasn't treated him the best.
But my point is throughout my life I have had moments like this. Once I realized I was legit making guys run from me because I would go on dates expecting it to BE something other than a first date. I've had to get out of my own way. But does anyone else know this phrase? Do they know how?
the one about marilyn monroe
Marilyn Monroe said "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
It got me thinking. I have had some crushes on guys over the years and they never amount to much. Sometimes less than nothing. Then today I was talking to Derek and Ed came up. Ed is this guy I've had a crush on for years. As Derek and I talked I realized not only do I NOT wanna date Ed, he's not my type.
Someone who goes to parties, premieres, club openings, events, etc. That's not me. Someone who has all this "stuff" going on. NO! I want someone laid back. Someone that can take a day and relax. All this time I thought I wasn't his type...when in fact he wasn't mine. And I can look to alot of my crushes and say that. Physically I'm attracted but personality...not so much.
When I cycle back through my four exes Bruce was the closest to my type I had. Tim was ok. Josh was judgmental and boring. Ben was a caterer. Bruce was laidback and down to earth. Sure he was batshit crazy when it came to his sexuality, but at least he and I had a good relationship. I can't say the what if with him cuz I think he's just not the type of settle down. He will for a few years, but eventually he'd wander.
There are some truly funny/wonderful moments in my life that have nothing to do with rubbing elbows with people at CC or being at an "It boy's" party. Don't get me wrong I love CC, but 2011 David is going to spend more time making real moments with people OR letting them go.
Why waste time wondering what could've been when I could be making plans on what's gonna happen next week?
So I'm giving up about 95% of my crushes :) Yup I said it. AND!?
It got me thinking. I have had some crushes on guys over the years and they never amount to much. Sometimes less than nothing. Then today I was talking to Derek and Ed came up. Ed is this guy I've had a crush on for years. As Derek and I talked I realized not only do I NOT wanna date Ed, he's not my type.
Someone who goes to parties, premieres, club openings, events, etc. That's not me. Someone who has all this "stuff" going on. NO! I want someone laid back. Someone that can take a day and relax. All this time I thought I wasn't his type...when in fact he wasn't mine. And I can look to alot of my crushes and say that. Physically I'm attracted but personality...not so much.
When I cycle back through my four exes Bruce was the closest to my type I had. Tim was ok. Josh was judgmental and boring. Ben was a caterer. Bruce was laidback and down to earth. Sure he was batshit crazy when it came to his sexuality, but at least he and I had a good relationship. I can't say the what if with him cuz I think he's just not the type of settle down. He will for a few years, but eventually he'd wander.
There are some truly funny/wonderful moments in my life that have nothing to do with rubbing elbows with people at CC or being at an "It boy's" party. Don't get me wrong I love CC, but 2011 David is going to spend more time making real moments with people OR letting them go.
Why waste time wondering what could've been when I could be making plans on what's gonna happen next week?
So I'm giving up about 95% of my crushes :) Yup I said it. AND!?
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